Obviously, an explanation is in order.
Why are you leaving to go to this strange place called "Giggleswick"?
(Also, my current location on my profile IS Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia, but I shall be changing this when I arrive in the UK.)
I am leaving for the following reasons:
- I want to get into a good university in the UK.
- I don't have good grades at ISKL at the moment.
- I need a new environment.
- I'm not the person I want to be, and I don't feel like I can change that by staying in the same place. I suppose that warrants further explanation:
I want to be more assertive and take control of my life in a way that I will make all the decisions about my future. I want to be assertive enough that when I want something, I will go out and get it and nothing will stand in my way. I'm not that person at the moment. At the moment, I just let life happen to me. That has to stop.
Also, I just saw my grades from last semester, which I posted on a different blog which is currently closed. I was complaining about my grades. I look back and I wish I had those grades currently. I'm supposed to improve with each school year aren't I?
I couldn't cope with doing 5 million different things all at once, I need more focus. I know what I want and like to do and I wanted to run with it. I couldn't really do that at ISKL: They like you to be "well-rounded". I think that is a bunch of crap. And now, I am gone, going.
I shall see you all at my leaving party which I have yet to plan, and really need to desperately start planning before its too late.
Signing Off.
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